Everyday is a struggle for me. 9 weeks pregnant. Don’t want to work. Don’t want to exercise. Don’t want to get up. Don’t want to see people but don’t want to be alone. Don’t want to cook. Feel super unhappy. Feel gross. Ugly. Hopeless. Everything is just too much for me. Even showering.

Why don’t I have this I’m glowing, super upbeat outlook on life during this really important time?