My husband and I have been trying for 4 years. Seriously trying for the the last 2 years. After taking hundreds of pregnancy tests, we finally saw a positive in august and we were so happy! The night before my first doctors appointment I woke up with an intense amount of pain and I knew the baby was gone. The next morning I took another test and it confirmed what I already knew.

I know it’s harder for plus size women to get pregnant and stay pregnant but I’ve been eating healthy and working out everyday and I just feel so depressed because I feel like I’m never going to see a plus sign again. I just needed to get this out because it kills me every month when I get my period. I pray one day I’ll be able to have my rainbow baby.