I need to rant

My son has been having a super hard time with sleep lately (regression?) and he was super restless last night wanting to nurse non stop. (We cosleep). My husband is self employed and works from home and has gotten himself on a 3rd shift schedule while I’m on a first shift schedule with our son but at the same time I’m up til almost 3 am helping my husband with his work. Today my son got me up 2 hours earlier than normal and has been super fussy all day long all while my husband gets to peacefully sleep. 🙄 I finally go wake him up at 2:30 pm and he just hops right into the shower. Like seriously I haven’t had a shower in 3 days, I’ve been trying all day long just to get 10 mins to have a quick shower. It’s almost 3 and I still haven’t gotten to eat lunch yet. ughhhh I don’t know what’s going on but I’ve been soooooo irritated lately and just the smallest thing just sets me off! I feel like I used to before I would get my period but my cycle still has not returned. Anyway I just wanted to rant before I angrily yelled out of frustration.