Sorry this probably isn’t the right group but I couldn’t find one to fit. I’m in hospital being treated for PPD and I’ve been speaking with a psychologist and it seems like the birth of my daughter has triggered something that happened in my past. I’ve already spoken about one incident in my past but since I’ve been digging and trying to sort out what’s going on in my head I can’t stop thinking about something that happened when I was 16 (I’m 23 now)

I had this guy friend and we’d been hanging out for weeks and I had a bit of a crush on him. Anyway we were walking through a forest on a little nature trail type thing. He started talking about when he lost his virginity which was a couple of weeks prior and I was a little uncomfortable but anyway next thing I know he obviously got horny from talking about sex he exposes himself and corners me to a tree and tries to force himself on me, I’ve got my hands on his shoulders pushing him away telling him to stop it but he keeps repeating “just touch it” and tries to force himself on me and I’m like “no wtf are you doing” and eventually after a couple of minutes of me literally pushing him away and holding him back with all of my strength he just laughs and puts it away. He walked me home in silence and our friendship came to an end obviously. I feel like it’s insignificant? Idk.