Contemplating even the prohibited

Vanessa

Ok so first let me say I would never cheat on my man I love him. Ok now that's clear let me say this - we haven't had sex since last March, im 36 without kids, and im going fucking crazy. I don't want to break up but im at the point where im fantasizing about going on binder or bumble or whatever just to have sex, im having nightmares about losing my chance to have a child... im freaking out! My window is closing FAST!!!