I just wanna breastfeed so badly 😩🥺😭

I couldn't do it with my first I tried for a month-a month and a half nothing but a drop each time they said it was because my milk ducts were clogged but I don't believe that I dont know though maybe they are right I will never know not to mention he would fall asleep almost everytime so I tried pumping more often I just gave up after awhile wasn't worth trying anymore 😔

Now I'm scared to try again and get disappointed all over again

I got the lactation cookies to try out so I hope they work