FTM and single mom

Sarah

I feel so stupid every day!!! Ive never been around babies before. I feel like I am constantly doing something wrong or I’m not doing things right by the books. I feel like I am failing. I don’t have many friends/family that I can reach out to. It’s so overwhelming and upsetting. My daughter is 11 months old. She’ll be 1 February 10th. I just need some advice or people I can talk to about all of this. I sound so desperate I know