I’m gonna get right to the point. I have a boyfriend who loves me very much. I am nearing 3 months pregnant with his baby. We aren’t on good terms right now bc he’s toxic and manipulative and just overall a bad person. (I’m trying to get out, he just won’t let me. I do not love him anymore nor do I have feelings for him)

My guy best friend has been helping me a lot even though he’s in boot camp. When I get his letters he always says that he will step up and raise my baby as his own baby and even put it on his insurance thru the navy and how he wants to be the baby’s feather figure if my boyfriend won’t step up. Like me and this friend are so close - we’re basically the same fucking person, but he’s a guy and a year older than me. I call him bubby and he calls me sissy bc we have such a strong bond thats like siblings.

My problem is that I sort of am starting to have feelings for him (bubby) and also starting to have feelings towards my current boyfriends best friend. Lets call him Connor for this scenario. Me and Connor have only known each other for as long as me and my bf have been together but he’s been such a big part of my life and helped me a lot through my relationship problems.

I’m not asking about what I should do - obviously I’m not gonna do anything about my feelings. I just wanna know how I get rid of them ?