I feel like my heart is literally braking
I'm 32 weeks pregnant and I don't think it is going to work out with my fiancé. I don't think he wants to have a family life. I think he felt pressured into asking me to marry him but never really wanted to. He wants to travel, take off and never come back. He constantly uses apps to talk to other women around the world and acts asthough they are in a relationship. He is typically a partier that goes to bars and stays put until 3 or 4 am but covid has taken that away from him. He is miserable all the time. He yells at me about loosing my job because of covid and always tells me to figure out a way to make money to give him. He works a great job and his take home is 1800 a week. When I was working, my take home was 500... so I know it isnt JUST money issues. I think he hates me because he doesn't want to be tied down. And now I feel like my only choice is to figure out how to support this child I am expecting on my own. I know nobody wants to do it alone. But I honestly do not feel like he will be a good father. Especially with how disrespectfully he treats the mother of his child. I don't know why Ive stayed aslong as I have.. knowing he hates me. It sucks feeling like you have given someone 100% of yourself but it will never be enough. And that they just genuinely hate you as a person.
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