Ok yall😔So a little history...I have a 12 yr old daughter naturally and a 1 yr old son, via

<a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>

...Was told that birth control is completely optional but the odds of a natural pregnancy are less than 5%. Well that 5% took and im currently pregnant. I'm not emotionally or even physically ready, It's weighing down on me so much! We just moved to a new Country and we had so many big plans while we are here for 3 yrs. All those travel plans and experiences seem ruined, the job I had lined up I can no longer do. I'm in a foreign country with no friends or family....I feel horrible that I'm not over the moon about this baby. Please give me advice or any words of encouragement