So I don't know where to go to write about this or ask any questions about this but I'm just going to start here....... so I was pregnant with my son and I've only found out I was pregnant once I was like 5 or maybe close to 6 months already along . went to all my appointments from there......... and then when i was about seven or eight months along one night as I went to lay down I ended up going through full blown seizures and overnight I developed ademia throughout my whole body so my whole body was swollen head to toe . When they took me into the emergency room come to find out I had full blown eclampsia I ended up having to have an emergency C-section to be performed my son was done born as a preemie luckily I had agreed to the C-section because they also ended up finding a huge blood clot on my uterus and it was the biggest they seen in years and yet I was only 17 years old an according to all my tests that was done me an the baby was perfectly healthy . i was the healthiest person that they seen in awhile because most ppl in my area "used" to or are currently into alcohol an drugs an smoking . when with me i NEVER was into that stuff . an still not ever into it . I wasn't overweight and I want to underweight I ate pretty healthy I was considered a bunny because I loved my vegetables and I love salads buy also eat Meats because of my anemia to get iron . I had went to a couple appointments 2-3 days prior before the emergency c section happened . And yet this happened overnight . now that happened about 3 yrs ago ..... currently I had sat down on my couch an movement inside of my belly . ik what gas feels like i know how it feels when it gets stuck or when it's roaming around in there . now this is a different type of movement/feeling . only a movement I've felt when i was pregnant with my son . an then i came to realize i might of missed my period i log pretty well on this app to keep track of my periods they last bout 5-6 day's . i was supposed to start on the 31 of last month witch would be december .....it never came.....an ME an the guy that was at the time my bf thinks i might have skipped 1 or 2 other periods . there was one time i bled but it only lasted 2 days an a half an it was verrrry lighter then i ever seen . now we don't know if that small bleeding was on november or some where in october .....or if it was closer to the ending of november......but I've been showing all signs of being pregnant . my belly even got bigger my boobs are even bigger they have got sore time to time an ache more horrible then when on a period . an ya know when it gets cold an how your nipples get hard ? Well they got hard but they hurt bad when it was hard in the cold . an that happened to me few days ago .....an the only other time that ever happened to me was when i was pregnant with my son . an I've been feeling very nauseous time to time feeling more exhausted than usual . when i was this big rn when i was pregnant with my son i was NOT this exhausted as i am of now.........an I've taken several urine test since suspecting an all said negative an a blood test yesterday an also said negative.......i forgot the medical name for it a certain condition but ik it can't be that because.....i DID not want a baby this early only because my first born even tho he's my world an everything I'm actually traumatized about my experience at only 17 yrs old . but i do know that i would like to have more in the future.....but having babies any time soon was out of mind . an here now I'm only 20 yrs old some time in july this year will be 21 . after 21 my doctor recommend me to wait till 22 or sometime after 22 before planning on to have any more kids......but any ways . according to research it could be ( hook pregnancy ) witch is more common to be in females who are pregnant with more then 1 child hopefully if so only twins....lol . ( tumor ) witch i would hope not.....an then maybe it's to early on in pregnancy for test to really show anything . BUT maybe IM TO early in pregnancy for tests to show anything but all ready showing just about all signs an stuff because of being pregnant with twins or more ? . also BTW to mention i suspect that i was with twins when i was more early on being pregnant with my son but maybe had miscarried witch i suspect was caused due to my abusive ex bf . an also btw twins runs highly on both sides of my family . witch would you think it would be out of what i listed ? . or any other suggestions . if any of you work in any medical fields especially in any pregnancy related way or know anything about tumors or might think it could be something else . i would like your honest opinion . i don't have insurance an i don't have a job that pays enough for any visits or check ups of what ever an I've all ready tried going down to the ER they was not very helpful they did not figure anything out on what may have been going on ot what was wrong . I'm looking for any suggestions on the possibilities an recommendations on where or who should i go to get looked at or any of the sort if possibly needing to . an even better if it's a place with someone who doesn't need to have any insurance if possible . an if possible also would be great if its for free or cheap . also ever since the negative tests I've been feeling so lost an down........an I'm scared on what may happened later down the line or what i may to find out it's something very bad......but ik some thing is defiantly going on with me an i know the sooner is the better to find out so ik how to be caring for myself an what next steps i should take . especially if its very life threatening . im a single parent of a 3yr old an im not married never have been an the father is not around ......an is also a very bad guy an would prefer my son to be given to someone else if i was to pass......but i don't really even know yet on who to have my son if i was to.........i didint think i had to worry bout that stuff much this soon in life..... So i hopeing what ever it is that its not to life threatening an stuff........but I've been crying since at first earlier in the morning an then stopped an then around after blood test was over an i left the emergency room went home and it was around 8ish almost all night couldn't sleep couldn't get it out of my an just kept crying my heart broke . after suspecting i started to warm up to the idea of another if not 2 others . my son was the first one i told because he's the closest human im close to.........but now i may have to tell him at some point that there no baby........cause he was hoping an was happy when finding out an now is expecting a sibling .......😭 witch i may not be able to give him if not ever . even as of now i feel movement in my belly . an ik for a fact I'm not crazy other ppl also don't think im crazy . but when the test saying negative i FEEL crazy 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭