Depression and relationship

Erin

Hey ladies, so I suffer from depression and anxiety and the last year or so I’ve been really bad. My boyfriend doesn’t understand and I know it’s very hard to when you’ve never suffered or been around someone who has. But a few months ago he paid a cam girl to strip whilst he got off to it. When I confronted him, his excuse was because I don’t give him enough sex. If anyone else here suffers from depression I’m sure you know that your sex drive is practically non existent! I have tried my hardest to be more sexual with him and that but I just don’t feel it. And to be honest, the sex is bad anyway, he’s always so rough and always wants to do it his way. I love him but I don’t think at the moment I’m sexually attracted to him. Has anyone else gone through a phase like this? Like is there any point continuing a relationship if it’s like this 😕😕