So I’m starting college for the first time and I’m fucking terrified because grade school was terrible. I was hospitalized due to my anxiety and depression multiple times. Constantly missing school. Grades were bad. I was so self conscious about everything. I would always think people were talking about me. I ended up only going to the library for school with my tutor for 2hrs in my last junior and senior years.

So now starting college I don’t want it to end like that. I don’t want to let my parents down. I don’t want to let myself down. Just thinking about this constantly is draining me.