I hate this

Malayah

I’m 19 and I was diagnosed last summer. I hate it. I’ve been depressed since I found out. My hair has been falling out, i don’t know if thats a symptom but I’m pretty it is, I hate my weight, I hate how many pills that I have to take. All I want is to be a parent and I’m afraid to become one because of all the possibilities that can happen. I don’t have anyone to talk to about it since no one in my family has it that I know of and they can’t relate to me or say I’m overreacting. I should be glad that I found out early but every time I look in the mirror I feel ashamed as a women(sorry if I’m being dramatic lmao!)