I’m a first time mom. For the past 3 months my baby has been sleeping in the bed with me. Before that she would sleep in her crib. She would stay the night at my moms and she’d have her sleep with her in her bed. That’s where I started to have her sleep with me. I’ve tried putting her in her crib but she will cry uncontrollably. What do I do? I know it’s unsafe for her to be in bed with me. Should I continue letting her? I tried her crib and she was up until 4 am crying. I didn’t let her cry that whole time either but that’s the length of time it took for her to finally go to sleep. I do have a playpen that I have in my bedroom. I just need some rest. Please don’t mom shame me. I’m doing this alone as a single ftm