I just.. I’m 24 I’ve been through this plenty of times but I now that I know I have to wake up and go to the gynecologist tomorrow is just sinking in.

It always sucks lol. It’s not the worst thing ever and it’s good for me but seriously who enjoys it?

I’m going to be cranked open with the damn speculum and my cervix is going to be beat up on.

It like doesnt matter how gentle the doctor is. My cervix does not like my doctor. It always bleeds. It never hurts during, but it always hurts after.

Sex? During sex it can take a brutal beating but if the gynecologist messes with it, it fucking cries and complains.

Come on 8am tomorrow I need you to come faster let’s get this shit overrr with.

Yes I’m at a high risk for cervical cancer.