Well I guess I should be so blessed that I have 3 healthy children but this past week I suffered my first loss, my first miscarriage. I’m super sad about it but I think I’m still numb honestly. We were just so excited for that last addition to our family and now just like that it’s no more. Sure we can try again but it’s almost devastating thinking you’re well on your way to meeting your baby and then it’s just ripped away a few moments into your first ultrasound 😢