Just a rant

I miss my ex, we dated for two years, broken up for about two months and he hasn’t tried reaching out to me, I was the last one to message him (two months ago) and got no reply so I left it at that. A mutual friend of ours told me he asks him what I post and what I do but it makes me angry to know he’ll ask about me but not actually ask me but still I can’t help but miss him. I’m moving on slowly and just focusing on myself and my career, it feels like a void and I try to stay busy because if I don’t I’ll just think about it till it makes me sad. Sometimes I get the urge to reach out but then I think for what? If someone truly wanted to speak to me they would. Anyways thanks to those who took the time to read this and stay safe!!