Need some positive vibes

Rebecca • TTC baby #2

Has anyone else not felt positive about a cycle? Like this is cycle 2 for me, and I’m just not feeling positive about it! I just feel like AF will come again! I track bbt and opks, and my bbt has been weird (the same temps for 4 days in a row), then it dropped a little yesterday and is the same temp today as yesterday. My opks seem kind of all over the place, but my clearblue digital says I’m high fertility right now (2 days away from supposed ovulation according to app).

I did a tarot card reading last month and she said February would be significant for me, I’ll either conceive in February or it could be the month I’m due. But just not feeling like this will be our month. It took 3 months to get my son, and I was so sure we got it in January, then AF came. I know I shouldn’t be down and out about it until AF shows, but I just can’t seem to help it. If anyone could send some positivity my way, I’d really appreciate it! 🥰❤️