So the other day I tortured myself and watched birthing videos late at night. I started crying and thinking to myself "WHAT did I get myself into?" The next morning I was out of my feelings and focused my attention more on the fact that I desire a family. I desire to be called mommy. I desire to teach and raise a loving, kind, creative and talented human being. My desires overweighted my fears of one day of labor lol. I posted this photo on my social media and received a comment saying "you're glowing..😍". No one knows but family and close friends so the comment caught me off guard but made me happy like ohhh snap! Lol. Needless to say despite the first time anxiety I don't want to cloud my mind with fear and doubt that I forget to enjoy the process. I opened up YouTube last night and played Piano Instrumentals until I fell asleep. That was very relaxing.

How are you ladies feeling?! 😊😊