Number of babies

Not that I’m in any rush for baby number three but it’s been on my mind lately and my heart is tugging in every direction. ♥️ When I wanted children I said I always wanted three no matter the the outcome. However, I wasn’t going to stop until I at least had one! Anyways In April 2017 I had what was a called ‘a missed miscarriage’ lost pregnancy at 8 weeks but carried until week 13 without any signs. 😞 Fast forward to July 2018 my first born (rainbow baby) was born and then following September 2019 my second was born (pot-of-gold baby). In my heart and mind I believe that I already have three.( am I crazy?) My heart is also telling me to have another.. but I’m just not sure. Thoughts? Is this normal? How did you know you were done or wanted more???