So that title is my topic ...

He was super tired but he said he wanted a bj so I was more then happy to do it. It took a while for him to get hard while I was kissing him and using my hand so he said “come on just got down”. Head wasn’t doing the job to get him off so I got the lube and started using my hand. Halfway Throughout this process he covered his face with a pillow and then when he came (after at least 10-15 minutes of working it) he wanted me to clean up his dick while his face was still covered.

This covering the face thing was completely discouraging! I felt like he didn’t want to look at me. I wanted to cry while doing it.

He has never done this before. I feel horrible.

Am I being stupid?