I just need to vent.

As a high risk pregnancy I cannot schedule the appointments needed as a stay at home mom. COVID restrictions mean I cannot bring my child with me. COVID also means my husband is working 12 hour shifts 6 days a week and his work cannot allow him to leave. My childcare option was my mom prior and she had a stroke leaving her paralyzed. I literally have no one to watch my child 3 days a week while I am at the clinic. I am so over trying to figure all of this out.