Hate feeling so alone. We have our problems. I try talking but nothing.

I supported him with his mental health got doctors appointment, sorted his meds etc listened to him. I struggle anxiety and depression myself. Severe anxiety at times. Yet nothing. I struggle to sleep at night and when I want to talk he ignores me. I said I feel lonely and he doesn't care. I feel I'm always here helping and supporting him then nothing my end. Meant to be getting married end of year covid dependant. One minute in a rare moment he will talk about it. Next he says not bothered if cancel

I'm sorting the house, 6 kids, pets, home schooling. And not even a listening ear or comfort