God works in mysterious ways

Rachel

Hey guys! So I want to share this with you all because it really changed my life and it gives me more hope and strength.

I use to be the happiest, silliest, brightest person around. Everyone use to come to me and I use to be happy. I am still happy, but it's different now. I'm not the happiest, silliest, nor brightest person to be around anymore. As a teen, a lot goes on, trying to figure out who you are and how to become a adult. Well I had a lot of road blocks within my family and even now, my family is not the same and I don't think we will ever get to that good place again. Well I had this guy who I was so in love with, while also hurting and confused with my school and home/family. He got rid of me and there i was. Well i met my boyfriend of almost 11 months now and he has been my world and more. A lot of good and bad has happend between us and therefore I changed even more but not for the better. I was so down and i had prayed and prayed and prayed and it just felt like there was nothing. I had went outside and was talking to God, praying to him, and i had asked him to guide me and protect me, and some other things I don't remember, but the thing that I remember most is asking him for a hug and to be told everything would be okay. Well I had been out there awhile and I went back inside to use the bathroom and my phone goes off, well you know I'm sitting there on the toilet and I checked my phone, it was from my boyfriend, he had texted me that he was always here for me and that he wishes he could give me a hug and that he could be here with me to tell me everything will be okay. I just remember being happy and bawling my eyes out.

Moral of the story, God is here and he hasn't left us behind. God works in mysterious ways my friend.