I sadly lost my partner due to suicide he was going through a tough time he suffered PTSD , depression and anxiety and we were having some trouble from people in his past.

He was a ex soldier in the royal artillery and he was a hard working man and though he suffered these issues you would never have known unless you knew him very well. I found him passed away on the 30th of December and this was the worst day of my life my heart is broken and still now I am struggling to come to terms with this...

A week later I found out I was pregnant we were trying to conceive before he sadly past away and I was struggling to conceive I thought I was in fertile. Turns out that was not the case as a I am now nearly 3 months pregnant. I am coming to terms with this slowly but it is hard as it was something we planned to do together and now he’s not here I don’t have that option I have to go through pregnancy / labour and parenting on my own.

My question is are there any first time mums that have had to do it on there own? And how did you manage? Have anyone got any information that could help me? Thank you for reading x