Hey there...

So recently I went on a camping trip w/ the man I love. We aren’t DATING bc we live in different states but we deeply love each other and plan on moving in together after the summer work season is over.

So on his way to meet me camping, his car engine blew up and I had to drive to get him. When we saw each other we ran and hugged so hard, i felt his heart beating fast and we had a magic moment right out of a fantasy.

So we get to the campsite and we’re smoking,drinking, shrooming and it was a powerful trip with beautiful visuals. Everything was great until the temp dripped from 54 to 34 and we went into shock, the fire suddenly wasn’t keeping us warm and we panicked and went to go warm up in the car.

His lips were blue and face was pale, we were shivering and realized we could very easily die that night. There wasn’t enough gas for us to stay in the car all night, the gates were closed and we wouldn’t be able to leave until the morning.

We were seriously fucked up from drinking smoking and shrooming and hypothermia but we got our shit together and survived.

I sat on top of him, facing him and holding him and I couldn’t even look at him without having tears weld up, bc i always want to be with him and if I die with him...so be it. Goals.

I just appreciate him, and want to be with him all the time. The fact he risked it all to come see me when his car was failing, in January, we’re kind of poor so staying at a hotel for 3 days wasn’t an option thats why we went camping.

Anyways we warmed up enough to where we were overheating and then shivering and then overheating wanting to take our clothes off (i knew better than to listen to my brain bc i spent a couple days on Survival youtube)

So we went back outside to the tent and had crazy passionate sex all night. It kept our blood pumping and built up heat inside the tent so it was literally survival sex. Only problem was I kept squirting and we were NOT in a situation where getting soaked was a good idea lmao. But we made it.

After we settled in to sleep in the morning (like 2am) we knew it would rain and temp drops most before sun rise, so we set alarms so we could keep waking up and not die during peak coldness and I felt so at peace with possibly dying sleeping next to him.

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We stayed at a hotel the next night bc we aren’t actually trying to die, and we stayed up all night talking bc we knew we had to part the next day. So no sleep but he’s really the love of my life. Since I met him when i was 17, up until now that i’m 23 I’ve never felt so sure about it. Hes the ex I could never get over so i got him back.

So then i went to log all my unprotected sex on here and it said my risk of pregnancy was high -like 3 days of unprotected heavy passionate sex might get me pregnant.

And i would love to be pregnant from that night where we realized that we really love each other and chose to be together.

We’ve lost a baby due to a miscarriage before (i was 19 about 5 weeks in) so after he would always pull out even if we’d use protection or if i was on BC to avoid that again. But he spent the whole weekend pumping me full of his cum which was so hot 🥵

I have an emergency contraception pill, and i told him ‘no baby 2021’ to which he replied “🥲”

I’m Sad to take it bc this baby would be my ULTIMATE LOVE CHILD. We made it with so much love and passion.

Plus if he stepped up to be daddy when i was 19 and he was 21, i know he would do it again now that i’m 23 and he’s 25.

Anyways I kind of want to say “fuck it” and just risk it, i’m prepared to raise a child without a partner but In this case I know I can count on him to be daddy.

Do you think its more likely to get pregnant while ur tripping shrooms trying to survive hypothermia?

Idk...

Can u tell me how u felt when u conceived with your true love?