First miscarriage

Billie jean

Im getting used to the fact that I am going to miscarry, but I hate that I still have hope and its killing me. I had my last period in late nov. Had some spotting in late Dec, and then I had some spotting 2 weeks ago. I'm supposed to be 9 weeks from what the doctor is saying. He said my sac and everything is measuring 7 weeks. I just waiting for the second blood work to come back and he is wanting to do another ultrasound to be sure of the miscarriage. Im so lost. I wasn't expecting a third child, but this child was loved even if he or she was with us for a short time. 💔

Any advice on how to cope or deal with the situation? I just dont want to hope that the situation will change and be hurt in the end knowing that was the outcome all along.