My boyfriend had me help his mom with something on his Cashapp on his phone. I went to his photos and I found like 10 pictures/screenshots saved of pornstars from a couple days ago. All of them were photos of older 40 year old women/“MILF” women spreading their private parts. I honestly wouldn’t mind this if it weren’t for the fact that he hasn’t wanted to have sex with me in over a year. And none of the women look like me, it seems like he has a fetish for older women. We are only 22 and I’ve put on a lot of weight. I feel heartbroken, we haven’t had sex in like a year and a half and he told me that it’s because he’s not horny because of antidepressants. On top of that he had secret vault apps on his phone to save secret photos and you have to enter a special password to access it. I honestly feel like breaking up because I feel so unwanted. I don’t know how to bring this up to him or how to explain why I was in his photos. Am I right to feel hurt?