I haven’t been wanting to have sex with my significant other because of personal reasons, so I’ve been holding back on sex.

A while ago, he just came into the room from his shower, my kids asleep in bed in the next room, he told me to put the baby down (I had just finished putting her to sleep) and he tells me “You’ve been holding back on the pussy, this time it’s mine and you’re going to have to scream.” I told him “No” at this point I had just started to shift the baby to her bed (connected to our bed, so an easy reach) he starts to perform oral sex, I tell him to stop and I use the excuse that he has a cold sore on his lip and I don’t want to get vaginal herpes, he stopped and put his penis in me and cums twice.

I ovulated yesterday.

Was I just raped?