School is giving me multiple breakdowns

Grace

I’m really trying hard to stay positive but I am having such a difficult time. I am a full time student studying zoo and aquarium science and I work full time in addition to an internship 3 days a week. My grades have always been great but with covid going on I am really feeling the stress. I only have 3 classes this semester but one of them I have a 26% in because I don’t feel like my teacher likes me. She won’t respond to my emails or show me how to do corrections on assignments that I have failed. I think she doesn’t like the fact that I’m doing classes remotely but school is almost an hour drive for me and it doesn’t feel worth it in the middle of a pandemic. I have a lot of exams coming up, one is in a few hours and I know I don’t know the material. I’m trying to tell myself that I can only know as much as I know but I’m feeling very defeated. Please send me your best wishes and prayers. I’ve been having panic attacks about everything that’s on my plate and I just don’t know how else to handle it.