I have been talking to a guy for almost 7 months, pretty much he was leading me on. He ask me to date me, but it was never official. Everything was good at first, but then we stop seeing each other for almost 3 months, and I used to be really upset because of that, I told him over and over but nothing changed. After that he came over, but it has been almost too month again since I saw him. There we argue over and over about the same thing, because he got the most stupid excuses. There’s is COVID, but he can go and meet his friend or to family house. He lives 4 minutes away from me. I only go out of my house to work. We used to talk and face time every but I feel like that wasn’t enough. Every time he used to get defensive and told me that if I keep acting like that he’s was going to delate me. He used to call me a hoe as a joke which I didn’t like or said are you being a hoe ? For me that’s was childish, but I couldn’t even be mad about that. Well 2 days ago I delete him from all my social media without giving a second thought. I felt so worthless, he used to said that he didn’t hype bitches up but there he was commenting his girl friends picture. I kinda feel stupid writing this because I’m almost 24 and I can’t believe that was again I fell for this time of childish situations, but I need it to take it out of my chest, cuz for some reason I’m missing him today. I can believe some one could made me feel so worthless and unloved. I’m very respectful, I don’t even answer other guys messages, cuz I felt like i was disrespecting him. He acted tough and heartless with me all the time but I got tired. I left without saying anything, because I knew that was just pointless and nothing was going to changed.