Resentful

So after TTC for a year and being disappointed every month, We finally went for testing. Turns out, my husband has a low sperm count, 2% is active and of the 2%, 1% is defective and the other 1% has weak swimmers. I am being super supportive and we're waiting for my bloodwork before the dr can tell us what to do next but guys, I feel completely defeated and blindsided. I just wasnt expecting the results to be that bad😢