Anyone else’s body hold onto fat while breastfeeding?

My body clung to all the fat with my first until I stopped breast feeding her and it’s looking to be the same this time around except this time I weight what I did giving birth to my last one and have 30 extra pounds on me. I cringe overtime I look in the mirror and just don’t know what to do.

I eat extremely healthy, and I’ve added in walking a couple miles a day with some light weights and nothing. I am so discouraged and can’t fit into anything besides sweatpants and tank tops that show off the mom pouch WAY too well.

Any advice?