We live together. I know he wants to marry me. He says every day he loves me. He cooks for me, does entirely everything I ask for.

We have a 5.5 month old and I don’t have feelings anymore for his dad.

He did something in the past that I didn’t accept. Not cheated but texted. And my emotions for him turned off.

And since our kid was born, he has been at his best. But I can’t seem accept him anymore. I feel uncomfortable touching him or saying I love you. I used to do it randomly and sincerely, but I feel nervous and don’t want to do it. However, he does it all the time.

He complains I don’t kiss him or never hug him. He says, he does everything for me, and gets no love back.

I think I am traumatized by what he’s done to me a lot.

Again, he never cheated but our pregnancy experience was the worse time of our lives.

I think I should leave... but I have no desire for our boy to grow without a father, and I know, his father wants to be there for him 24/7.