Don’t kink shame me lmfao

My so is like a god damn Christian grey, I had never seen so many toys and like bondage stuff and whips but he Was too scared to open Pandora’s box with me.

He’s extremely into BDSM but I think he doesn’t want to scare me because I’m inexperienced with it but what he won’t get is that I’ve always had an interest in it just no way to express that.

I asked him to hit me, to gauge my response. I fully gave him permission to hit/slap/grab whatever he wanted to do in bed.

Well he did it, and I wasn’t expecting it because we were just dry humping and making out like we hadn’t even got there yet.

He did it thinking he was gonna slap sense into me. Make me realize “oh that hurt, I didn’t like that.” This dude learned a Short cut. I take my time at first like foreplay all the way but when he slapped me it was like “level unlocked” “achievements disabled when cheats are on” i did not know my response to that was going to be what it was. I liked it WAY too much. When he did it i grabbed his hand, I liked it so much I put his hand to my face and asked him to do it again, and he was like “wut”

He really thought I was too soft and sweet for all that. (So an update on this. I showed him this post and he said “you liked it SO MUCH that your eyes rolled into the back of your head, your face got red and your whole body relaxed and you moaned.” AND I DIDNT EVEN KNOW ALL THAT.)

The night took some strange turns after that and I regret nothing lmfao

Oh no everything is consensual I promise. I’ve been more or less begging him to do this with me lmfao and he was scared that he’d do something i wouldn’t like and like, traumatize me because I guess he thought I was some sweet summer child, and then he realized I’m NOT and really liked that shit. We both really like it lol