I don’t know if I’m normal

Like I can go forever without sex, I’m single and I don’t seek sex just for sex. I don’t really find many guys hot or attractive, but when I do I can’t stop fantasizing about them. Unfortunately I’ve never had the chance to sleep with anyone I’m attracted to

I can feel horny around a guy but the next day not feel anything for them? Like attracted one day and getting wet and aroused and fantasizing but the next day, feel nothing? I can also fantasiZe and really want to sleep with someone but when we actually have sex, I all of a sudden get inside my head and can’t get turned on and no longer desire it

I really hope I’m not asexual. I really do get attracted to guys intensely but it’s so rare. I love the feeling and want to sleep with someone attractive and have a boyfriend one day . Some girls I know are seeking sex all the time but I rarely feel that :(