So there’s been something weighing heavy on me.

My boyfriend of 2 years is amazing. He treats me well, we have fun together, we laugh, he treats me like a Queen. There’s trust in our relationship. He’s loves me how I want to be loved.

It’s just that we hung out with another couple today and he can be kind of a quiet guy around new people which I totally understand. I am not extremely outgoing. We are both introverted. But I feel like it’s to the point where I have to bring him into conversations, he just freezes up and I get that but it’s just something I have to do when we are out. He has his group of friends that he has known since preK so he is very comfortable around them and is not shy at all. It’s just new people. He is slowly warming up to my family.

I also asked him about his ambitions the other night and besides having a family he doesn’t really have any. It’s weird because I was like wait what? I mean I don’t have a ton but besides a family I also want to write a book, travel a little, etc. I’m just getting scared we aren’t on the same page? But he is the nicest guy and my best friend. Maybe I’m scared I’m settling? But I’m so happy with him and content?