I’m judging myself. I think douches are so bad but my doctor recommended I do the one where it’s just vinegar and water. It doesn’t have any shit chemicals in it and it wasn’t to “clean” my vagina. It was to soothe the inside of it because I shit you not, I had an extreme urge to get a metal brush and shove it up there just to itch the inside. I posted earlier about how I’m with a guy who is very experienced with women and he went and bought me monistat but it’s not doing shit. Like it did NOTHING and that was 4 days ago.

I used the water and vinegar douche and it’s the only reason I’m not at the ER wasting everyone’s time because I was in so much pain. Imagine Just your vagina burning and itching so intensely that you want to FUCK YOURSELF WITH A WIRE BRUSH.

I can’t get to my doctor until tomorrow and I need something for RELIEF. NOW.

I can’t move I can’t focus I can’t sleep all because of my vagina that is literally on fire and swollen and red and inflamed.

I got in the shower and used that douche and it hurt a little bit but then it eased the pain. I also put diaper rash cream on the outside of my

Vulva because it’s so dry that it’s peeling like the skin on my vulva is probably the worst part, it’s excruciating to pee because it’s like all of it has been rubbed raw. It literally looks like it’s bleeding.

An hour after I did the douche my vulva has gone down with the swelling and I’m no longer in agony.

I can’t believe I stooped so low to use a douche but I literally couldn’t fucking handle that pain and was willing to try anything and I’m so glad that I did because now I am able to rest.

I’m seeing my doctor the day after tomorrow and for now I’m going to sleep without panties and let that awful bitch down there breathe. I’m so mad at it right now.

No it’s not an STD, we both got checked. Before we even kissed we both went together and got tested. I think it’s because I spent almost a decade with one man and then all the sudden a new man comes along and really messes up my Ph Balance.

Edited: thank god, thank the heavens above. My doctor, bless his soul he got me in today and gave me 2 pills of diflucan which is an oral antifungal and if the first pill doesn’t work within 3 days I can take the second one.

Thank GOOOOOD I needed a doctor so bad and now I have what I need. He even called in a cream for me to help the itching and burning on my vulva and treat the infection there too because it’s not just internal I have a yeast infection on my entire genitals. I’m so happy it hasn’t gone near my butt hole.

Y’all I have wanted to rip my genitals off. The only thing that gave me relief was the douche ironically but I would have never done that had I not been in horrific pain. I’m also going to take my boyfriend to the doctor and be like “test him for a yeast infection.” Because I am NEVER dealing with this crap again. This was brutal hell and all I did was switch sex partners. I guess when you have sex with one person so long your body just matches up with whatever is going on with theirs and never gets bothered but I got with this guy and my vagina was like how dare you put an intruder in me, I’m about to fuck up your life.

And I had sex with him while this yeast infection was getting started, so I want to make sure he didn’t get it so he can’t give it back to me cause NOPE. NOOOOOPE.