I go Friday to find out baby’s gender and I’m so exited. But I’m also nervous because everything is pointing to girl, first intuition, dreams of girls, symptoms point to girl etc. so much we have been referring to the baby as she. I’m nervous we’re going to find out it’s a boy and I’m going to have some gender disappointment and I don’t know how to get over it. Yes I’ll love the baby either way it’s our double rainbow. I just really have been so sure it’s a girl.