I want to take this time to honor them. One a miscarriage in 2017 and an ectopic 2021... I also have a 2 year old daughter here on earth I am so blessed to have!💜 I am starting to feel much better. It just a thought of what ifs this happens again or what ifs its in wrong spot. So I prayed recently to asked the lord to help us put pur hearts and lives back together so we can move on to try again. It doesnt mean it will replaced the love for our children💜💚 we love them with all of our hearts. We will forever treasures them. I know theres alot of what would of they been like what gender would they have been. What kind of life they would have. There would of been a house full of children🏫. But my husband and I came to thought along time ago we went wanting 4 to 3 now to 2 kids because of all my pregnancies being high risk. After this last time trying a healthy baby I am getting fixed. And I was like we would have total of 4 kids soon. But I want to take the time to really honor those Angels in heaven I'm so glad they are with our good father! He has been so amazing through this time. We are heading to TTC again soon! Please keep us in prayers!👼👼