When we decided to start actively ttc, I was so excited. I bought OPKs and was genuinely excited to test everyday.

All that has changed now.

He’s changing his mind.

I’m turning 35 in a few months, and have no children; this would have been my rainbow baby.

I really thought this was my year to become a mother.

It’s all gone now.

My heart is broken and my mind is shattered.

For all you who are ttc, don’t lose hope. Your miracle is coming.

My smile will stay the same when I hear the news of a BFP, but my body and heart will cry knowing I’ll never be able to experience that moment.

Good luck to all.

💔💔💔