Heartbroken 😭💔 didnt even get to see it

Woke up at 3am with really bad stomach pain. Bleeding. And my legs really hurt. Went to the ER. I lost it. At 8 weeks. I didnt even get to see he/she in a ultrasound. Didnt get to hear the heartbeat. Didnt get to feel he/she move. This was my first pregnancy. I dont think I ever want to try again.

My heart hurts so bad. This is the worst heartbreak ever.