I was feeling cautiously optimistic this month. I had literally 2 more days left until I could test... I woke up this morning spotting pink blood. I'm probably starting my period fucking 6 days early. Last month, I started my period 8 days early. I'm only 8 dpo today. I couldn't even make it to the end of the TWW. I took all the advice this cycle. I "stopped trying" like everyone said to. I stopped using ovulation tests, stopped tracking temps, stopped obsessing with laying down for 15 minutes after. We just had sex every other day and was spontaneous about it. All for nothing.

My sister in law's baby shower is next week and I don't think I'm gonna go... Another month down the drain. I'm just about to give up. It's not fair...