i don’t. i want to wake up and find out that i imagined having it. it’s not mine, it’s somebody else’s and i’m just unfortunate enough to have gotten it instead. i wish i was flat chested. i wish i didn’t have periods. i wish i had a more masculine face and i was pretty and handsome at the same time. i wish i wasn’t born a woman. but i’m stuck in this beautiful body that doesn’t fit me and i want to just fucking break it. it’s horrible and i don’t know how i ever thought it was mine.