Pregnancy after miscarriage

BB

Hello,

So I just found out I’m pregnant... I had a miscarriage in October at 5 weeks (1st pregnancy)

Anybody here go through this and is now super nervous and how do you cope?

I want to feel hopeful and enjoy this pregnant time but it seems I can’t stop worrying

I feel guilty because of it but it’s like my inner feelings are like “don’t get your hopes up” it is heart wrenching

I want to stay calm, my doctor took my beta hcg at 14 DPO it was 125

I’ll go in again to hope it doubles in 2-3 days

This waiting time is rough