My first is 22 months old. My newborn is 2 weeks old. I’ve been a SAHM since my toddler was born. I was so worried about becoming a mom of two. Both our children were planned, so I genuinely chose to be a mom of two. I was worried my heart wouldn’t be able to love another baby as much. I was afraid I wouldn’t get to spend any time with my toddler. I was worried I would get very depressed.

...I have never felt more fulfilled in my life. Immediately upon meeting my newborn daughter, my heart expanded and I fell in love with her. Watching my toddler become a big sister has been amazing. She’s so loving and gentle. While little sister naps during the day, I get to play and engage in activities with my eldest. While I breastfeed, my toddler plays independently or watches a song on YouTube.

I haven’t slept more than 4 hours in two weeks. The play room is a disaster all day. I drink more coffee than I would like to admit. The bathroom hasn’t been cleaned, and we’re living off the meals we froze prior to baby. BUT, we are managing. I still get up at 6:20 every day and start my morning. I drink my coffee before my kiddos wake up around 7. Then I get to enjoy 12 hours of playtime, feeding, and diaper changes. I’ve never felt more fulfilled as a mommy.

So, if you’re worried... know that it will be okay. It’s intimidating, and I won’t say it’s always “easy”, but it’s manageable, and I’ve never felt more blessed.