Left mfm this morning. Baby boy has heterotaxy and a couple concerns revolving around the heart. They want to send us to a pediatric cardiologist. I have to be honest, I am losing hope. The past three appts I’ve had I’ve left more heart broken than the last. They believe not everything is connected properly the left side of the heart is smaller than it should be, there’s only one valve and it’s not working the way it should, the pulmonary artery is larger than it should be, and they could not yet find or see a aorta. They performed an amniocentesis and hopefully it provides us with answers that aren’t even more crippling. Please I ask for prayers. I don’t feel I am strong enough for this. Even if they can fix the problems chances are my little man will be a very sick baby. I need back the hope that I’m losing.