Just when i stopped trying and changed my mind🥺😫😩

Asiah 💋💋💋 mommy of 👣 3 soon to be 4😍

So i cant make this up.....i wanted a forth child at first and was having baby fever bad. I started trying back in september. I bought ovulation sticks and peed whenever i felt like it🤷‍♀️ Every month close to my period due date i would get symptoms: nausea, headache, food cravings, spotting and then boom my period showed. I would cry so bad like im crazy and whats wrong with me thinking your pregnant. I cried and said wow im infertile only cause i conceived my 3rd child with one try lol...January i told myself its a sign that you dont need anymore kids and enjoy the 3 you have and be thankful!!!! I stopped trying. My period was due 2 days ago but i spotted and it was dark so i went to store and bought pads (i was okay with getting my period this time). I got home and the blood was brown a small drop so i changed sorry tmi....nothing that night so i said okay tomorrow am then being its valentine weekend im ready to get it over with🙄 well i have endometriosis so i cramp days ahead of my period and during it real real bad. Im not nausea, hungry or cramping bad but i do have like a head cold and tired. Well i went to the store to buy meds and i told myself dont but no prego test cause your not your no symptoms and your cramping (i have buying prego test bad😔) i get home and what do you know i am and they come back strong.....my story is sometimes we need to sit back and not stress i guess and dont let nobody make you crazy and ohh yea implantation can be dark i guess cause mines was 🤷‍♀️......im really scared now guys now that reality hit me that im still fertile.......please please ladies dont lose hope🤞🤞🤞 praying for all trying