Praying for pregnancy

There is nothing worse than when thoughts and dreams of pregnancy consume you. I feel like everyone around me is pregnant. I just experienced a chemical pregnancy last month and I’m praying that this is THE month. 🥺 the anticipation of “will my period come or not” is the worst feeling ever. Also, I can’t help but feel like I’m crazy and that I’m experiencing symptoms (larger swollen breasts, exhaustion, etc.) I’m also just sick of getting my hopes up at this point. Anyone else? Words of wisdom?